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Wondering

by Stevie Weinstein-Foner

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1.
our souls grow like square watermelon deprived of space and cut off from light what we need is some good medicine to heal our wounds and to give us sight so many lifetimes have passed us by but with our angels we will fly a feather from their wings will take us through the night a dose of something strong and bright what we need is some good medicine all of us here are starving for love none of us has come far let go of your arrogance and look around you it's in our bones and it's in our stars
2.
well it's nothing but an honor to hold your hand it's nothing but an honor to be your friend and walking beside you i understand that we're walking in the promised land every day i'm alive i gotta thank the lord sure enough i don't know if i've got too many more just like a wave coming to crash on the shore say it on my grave, "my name written in water" well it's nothing but an honor to walk in these shoes it's nothing but an honor to sing these blues and walking beside you i ain't got nothing to lose i'm just watching our dreams coming true only here for a while so i love while i can for a year or a mile, baby let's walk it hand in hand just like the child is the father of the man i wanna watch it grow, just wanna do the best i can
3.
give me a song for my long walk home give me a song so i don't feel alone honey play me something on that old silvertone give me a song for my long walk home give me a song for my broken heart give me a song i know right from the start baby i'm not even trying to be smart just give me a song for my broken heart give me something to believe in give me something that's gonna make me feel brave give me something that i'm feeding, give me something shedding light making shadows on the walls of the cave give me a song, help me with my grief give me a song, i need to feel some relief honey i know that my life is brief so give me a song to help me with my grief give me a song, one that i can share give me a song, help me remember i care i just need to know that there's someone out there give me a song that i can share
4.
Wondering 04:41
wondering if i'll ever find my way again if i'm just a little leaf in the wind i'm wondering everything will be lost to time there's nothing i can bring, i'll even lose my mind so why even sing i'm wondering can't keep track of all the different hands i'm shaking who's gonna hold my hand when my heart is breaking i don't know trying to build the strength just to face another day i'm always wondering if it could be some other way but i just won't let it show there's gotta be something left behind an old pine tree or an orange rind eternity will swallow everything that i have ever loved part of me is still running wild my mind is free and the future isn't ours to see possibly can't keep track of all the different hands i'm shaking who's gonna hold my hand when my heart is breaking i don't know stevie sang be calm and keep yourself together so i'd best hold on and hope it all gets better wondering if i'll find the words to say again for now i'll just be on my way again
5.
dead tree, dead tree, when did you come down? been up all night hanging through the storm waiting for something to be born i know i shouldn't hang around here anymore and i just can't wait to see what makes it through the storm i've been up in the mountains, seen the ancient pines so far they've survived the ravages of time we bottle up the water, the hills are filled with smoke throw it in the ocean and let the fishes choke
6.
Lionhearted 03:24
i've been afraid, i couldn't find the nerve now i'm finding the courage free from my cage, i'm gonna sing it like a bird now i'm finding the courage i'm gonna give it all i can i'm gonna stand up for my friends i'm gonna give it all i'm worth gonna stand up for the earth it can be scary to wander off from the herd now i'm finding the courage cause i'm not a fighter, i'm a lover, i just want to merge now i'm finding the courage i'm gonna give it all i can i'm gonna stand up to the man i'm gonna give it all i'm worth gonna stand up for the earth if i only had the nerve i'd dig deep into the dirt there ain't no wizard in this world who can give us what we already have well what can i say you only get what you think you deserve now i'm finding the courage into the oyster you gotta dive to get the pearl now i finally found the nerve i'm digging deep into the dirt through the shame and through the hurt to be the lion that i always was
7.
i got it when i was a teenager cause i wanted to sound like lou reed i've had it for so long now that it feels like it's a part of me it's got great action, yeah you know it's got great tone i wouldn't want to smash it cause then i'd be all alone sounds great in the studio and it sounds great in a bar it's my favorite guitar, my friend guitar like my hero neil says, "it's only mine for a while" don't know who had it before me but i'm sure it made them smile it wasn't expensive but you know it wasn't free nothing lasts forever but i hope it has a legacy i always want it around me so i keep it in the trunk of my car it's my favorite guitar, my friend guitar i don't want hank's guitar, i don't think i could afford it you might say it's a throw-away but i like it enough to record it now the brand name's faded off the scratched up old headstock me & this guitar have maybe taken a coupla knocks i don't have a collection, i don't need a museum piece i just wanna play the chords for i shall be released the only thing that's easy when life can be so hard it's my favorite guitar, my friend guitar
8.
I Feel You 04:07
i'm always trying to prove you wrong for no reason i guess i just can't stand to get along but i wanna be more generous, tis the season i like to think i've got a lot of love i'm tired of always trying to be right and i feel it, i can feel it tonight i'm scared that maybe everything i know amounts to nothing maybe i don't even know myself but i know what love is & that's something even if it's all that i've got left i'm tired of always trying to be right honey i feel you, i feel you tonight
9.
Havasu 04:28
havasu, havasu, place where all the water's blue i know i'm just passing thru havasu, havasu havasu, havasu hope i make it back to you swear to go my aim is true havasu, havasu oh my darlin clementine don't you ever lose your shine pray one day i'll make you mine if that's alright with you you know i wanna meet you there sitting in your camping chair we'll swim in our underwear til the flashfloods come thru clear blue water that clear blue water breaking down the dams havasu, havasu, place where all the water's blue i know i'm just passing thru havasu, havasu havasu, havasu hope i make it back to you swear to go my aim is true havasu, havasu it's a feeling i can't forget my brow is dripping sweat eating wild watercress up at thunder falls when i die bury me underneath the willow tree so i can hear the symphony of coyote calls clear blue water that clear blue water that turquoise water running through the land havasu, havasu, place where all the water's blue i know i'm just passing thru havasu, havasu havasu, havasu hope i make it back to you swear to go my aim is true havasu, havasu some day baby the dam will break free the river from the lake things just take the time they take
10.
Echo 04:49
hear the loons calling out over lake damariscotta echoing around and around til all i've got left is a vague nostalgia of that haunting beautiful sound i still have your ashes sitting on my piano in a mug that you made by hand erin told me to take them on an adventure but nobody knows what you had planned oh my dear friend where have you gone? i've been praying by the waterside wishing you were still here, still alive i still can remember the last time we spoke i think it was your 42nd birthday both of us knew you didn't have much time left but i just didn't know what to say i wish i had asked you what you wanted me to sing when we held a memorial for you but i just picked something that i thought you might like hoping that it would ring true oh my dear friend where have you gone? i've been praying by the waterside wishing you were still here, still alive i can't believe that you're gone in the end you were so thin quick as a candle that burned at both ends with your eyes shining brighter than diamonds i still see you in the nettles and in mountain laurel flowers by the rhododendron path where we walked and i'll always remember you with your feet in the water by the stream where we used to walk my dog

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released June 18, 2021

Stevie Weinstein-Foner: guitar, vocals, organ, tambourine, songs
Jared Samuel: bass, piano, mellotron, wurlitzer, clavinet, guitar, accordion, banjolin, tuning forks, vocals, song midwifery and general wizardry

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Adam Brisbin: guitar on Lionhearted, My Friend Guitar, I Feel You
Tim Carr: drums on Good Medicine, Wondering, Havasu
David Coulter: sheet metal on I Just Can’t Wait
Leo Grossman: drums on Promised Land, Give Me A Song, Lionhearted
Blythe Gruda: vocals on Good Medicine, Give Me A Song
Levon Henry: saxophone on Good Medicine
David Ivar “Yaya” Herman Dune: guitar on Good Medicine
Jolie Holland: strings on Give Me A Song
Robbie Mangano: guitar on Promised Land, Wondering
Samantha Parton: vocals and inspiration on My Friend Guitar
Colin Sapp: guitar on Havasu
Joanna Sternberg: upright bass on I Feel You

produced by Jared Samuel & Stevie Weinstein-Foner
recorded by Jared Samuel with additional recording by Tim Carr, Lawrence Menard, David Ivar, and Colin Sapp
mixed by Devin O’Brien
mastered by Dan Millice

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Boston-bred, LA-based musician and artist Stevie Weinstein-Foner offers songs of sincerity, optimism, and cosmic perspective on new album Wondering, which features contributions from Jared Samuel, Jolie Holland, and Adam Brisbin, among others.

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